What makes me happy in the Ashram

Being in the Ashram, the answer to what vitality means has unraveled for me.

Being in the Ashram, the answer to what vitality means has unraveled for me. Meeting the staff, people who have dedicated a period of their lives to the Ashrams’ philosophy, I see more than the sparkle of ‘levenslust’ in their eyes.

What I see is this huge bubble of playfulness floating around them and following them wherever they go. For example Satyaki and Deepak, with whom I work on the media team, have so much infectious playfulness in their characters. They invite me to turn on my goblin mode, a state where the constraints of societal expectations and self-doubt dissolve, leaving room only for absurdity and unapologetic authenticity.

To be honest, it is the opposite of what I expected to see in an Ashram but it makes a lot of sense.

From what I have observed, those who consciously cultivate stillness, whether through yoga, meditation, or any form that works for them, embody this strong sense of self. And with that comes a lot of light, warmth, and acceptance for life as it unfolds. In this state of clarity, I can only imagine how lighthearted they must feel.

When you do not feel like you are being pulled down by life’s challenges, a space opens up for you where you can dance freely. Playfully. I cannot help but smile when I am around Satyaki and Deepak.

It warms my heart when they shine their light on me, and I can only hope that I pay it forward. That I can share my playfulness, vitality, and light with the following people I meet.